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Exile
02:08
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exilio
la cura di questa disturbo mortale io sono il tu o dio
exilio
trop souvent je me dit poète
trop souvent mes mots m’écrasent
trop souvent je me dit poète
trop souvent mes mots m’étranglent
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2. |
Litany
02:25
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coming to terms with disowning my faith
abandoning morals just to escape
into a world where I control
my vision of violence I can behold
burden of fear, hope disappears
God’s cold shoulder casts a shadow
to think I was once repulsed by my deepest desires
I can now freely pick innocence from it’s field of flowers
her fresh bulb plucked before it expires
sweet seraph to myself in our city’s final hours
burden of fear, hope disappears
there will never be justice, no remorse over time
for unrequited love will forever be blind
there’ll never be justice, no remorse over time
for unrequited love is blind
burden of fear, every hope you have disappears
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3. |
Untouchable
03:06
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forever apologizing for my misinterpreted will
it goes without saying but I miss you still
I pushed aside anxiety to write you this letter
from the desk of my deathbed timing couldn’t be better
I recall those nights I held you long past curfew just to ensure a feeling of safety
after the passing of time I wonder if you still hate me
my iceberg awaits and my end is near
but before I go I’d like to make one thing clear
even miles away I still love you more everyday
with everyone around me passing away
keep a shred of us in a tangible state
for our reunion may never be our fate
I still dream of you every single night as if we were never apart
had I known what I know now there may have never been a start
I can’t image treating my worst enemies the way I treated you
when you said let’s just be friends my body went cold right through
not a single call, just deafening silence
in the face of loss I was violent
I was defiant
fuck me, I failed you
I’m worthless scum on your shoe
kick me when I’m down for this I deserve
for myself I felt I need to preserve some sense of righteousness I thought I was owed
the worst side of me you have been showed
I can’t apologize enough for the hate I dealt
or the lack of love you must’ve felt
the last thing I remember was you saying this didn’t feel right
I cut you down from there with words as my knives
I know that what I say isn’t worth the breath I spend
I don’t require hope I’ll fight it to the end
if you gave me your heart I’d probably break it
my life is yours, take it
take it
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4. |
Oran
03:04
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believe or not believe at all
no vacancy in the terminal ward
oran
lance the abscess with a double-edged sword
put faith in the lord and you will fall
oran
suffering as common as the common cold
and you will suffer till you’re scared and old
oran
pensive argument that waits and sees
this rat infested city will forever bleed
oran
the fear of capture through my days
a hope hung from the rafter’s stage
finish my last meal and kick the chair
“rentrez, je suis pendu” if you dare
join the resistance against the terminal fate
there is no truth in its path of destruction
do not fear contagion
do not drop your fists
do not hide from extermination
do not give in
do not dream of a better tomorrow
do not dwell on personal sorrow
do not follow
your life is yours to covet
your friends will perish
your family will perish
everyone you know will eventually perish
just as everyone before
chalk drawn across for goodness and trust
there is no difference in murder and lust
passive lives with nothing more
still find redemption at their core
oran
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5. |
Omen
04:12
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I am the bearer of God’s will. Every morning I wake with a raw taste in my mouth, natural and untouched by the hands of superficial practices. I cleanse myself in prayer. At the foot of my bed, I plead for deliverance. I run a cold cloth over my body. I anoint my head with the fragrance of ghosts. When I let the smock fall over my head, when I dress in the holy drapery of my profession, I open my eyes to the darkness, then the light when it’s weight comes to rest on my shoulders.
Every day when I pass the cemetery I think of what the dead must know. I put faith in their awareness and await for what comes. The death toll rises and the flames follow consuming their pestiferous bodies — no new graves are dug. God’s forgiveness only goes so far and I can see now that we’ve taken his kindness for granted.
In my sermons, I remind those in attendance that they brought this upon themselves. A black shadow has been cast over our sleeping town and we must rise to face our destiny. We live everyday in the wake of God’s diseased breath.
Yes, there are those that continue to fight against his inevitable will and I say to them: “Stop wasting your time. I am well aware of the hope you share but it’s only misplaced faith in the role individuals play in their fate. Let the might of his wrath cleanse you of your forbearance so that you will reach an enlightened state.”
From household to household I travel bestowing atonement to the dying. I find catharsis in the retelling of their carnal passions and emptiness in my absolutions. I hold on to the words as if their weight were enough to crush me. It is a corruptive duty and I fear that I cannot cope with this gripping fantasy that continues to taunt me.
I walk into a room to give the last rite and see the gnawed remains of innocence on a sweat-soaked, infected bed. The child of beauty opens her eyes and smiles weakly. Her angelic face is untouched by the horrid disease while her neck and her body are filled with laced sores that leak puss and blood. Annabelle, pure and innocent. Her eyes open again, her lips part, and when she calls me father I am filled with anger and lust. I make gestures over her slender body and hear the emptiness of my incantations. It is a terrible lust, a jealous lust, that I cannot consume her like this disease.
I wait for her dying breath to close her eyes. When I brush the side of her face with my hand her rosy lips are still moist. I turn and in the corner an anti-plague nurse stands with a body bag, ready to bring the beauty to her dear incineration. I hold such hate for this useless, sinful creature ready to combat God’s will. Poor Annabelle, an innocent rampaged lamb suffering while this imbecile stalks around with her useless uniform and her body bags.
In a fit of rage I take the bag from her grip and cover her face with my hand. She struggles and falls to the foot of the child’s bed. I pin her under my weight. As I consume her, I imagine Annabelle’s alabaster face and the comfort of illusion brings her again in full, her scent filling up beneath my grasp, her frail warm body pressed against the floor. I crush her like those words crush me, like those empty incantations that bring about death quickly or slowly. Her body becomes acquiescent as my disease consumes her. God presents her to me, again, and I accept.
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6. |
Palmer
02:16
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fire bearer walk with me
bring heat and destruction to this philistine community
it thrives on lust and infidelity
fire bearer walk with me
the swarm sweeps through without leaving a trace
de la peste qui s’étend
que la peur prend son temps
expressing opinions their voices will crack
the bodies pilling precisely on track
the burials fall under the flood of corpses
praying for death instead of divorces
dans un cycle qui s’arrête
nous ne sommes plus les maitres
de la peur qui s’étend
que la peste prend son temps
propagate the panic in our chest
with the burden of death we’ve been blessed
propagate the panic in our chest
striking down enemies
complacent and meaningless
you deserve shit
all of a sudden there was me
destined to defile their dynasty
all of a sudden there was me
a fatalist without fatality
all of a sudden there was me
destined to defile their dynasty
all of a sudden there was me
a fatalist without fatality
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7. |
Spectre
04:29
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cannot be a positive addition to your life
unless you thrive on grief and strife
not a partner in crime but a hostage in denial
until she testifies of my horrors at my trial
despair and stress can describe the mess to which I must confess
I’m not whole or holy
burning the bridges that I cross in my dreams my vision of beauty is diseased
there’s no pleading out of what I’ve done I’ve opened the floodgates and drowned
under a wave of sorrow and narcissism in the eyes of our lord unforgiven
the road to perdition is paved with good intentions
slowly break down her walls of security
betrayed her safe world of compelling continuity
a break in the gears of a well-oiled spectacle
rearranging your feelings to become unpredictable
unwelcome penance for crimes committed
a written apology crudely submitted
I can’t talk my way out of this one
I am unforgiven, I am trusted by no one
hate is just an old me
burning the bridges that I cross in my dreams my vision of beauty is diseased
there’s no pleading out of what I’ve done I’ve opened the floodgates and drowned
under a wave of sorrow and narcissism in the eyes of our lord unforgiven
the road to perdition is paved with good intentions
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8. |
Outro
03:45
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Le Vertige Greater Sudbury, Ontario
// Le Vertige (2013-2016) is a hardcore band from Sudbury, ON //
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